the stranger behind the artist

2006-03-31T21:37:00.000+08:00

The product of boredom, vanity, summer heat and a lot of ice cream?... yes, a new layout. Hehe. Indeed, this is the most productive crap I've done ( so far ) this whole summer...hahaha

Well, wala lang. As you can see over to your right...some self-centered pics of myself; below those are useless links and to your bottom right...a blank bulletin board thingy ( supposedly a place where I put scheds and upcoming events )

So aun...wala ako masabi hahaha naubusan ako ng ice cream =( huhuhu...

2006-02-27T17:32:00.000+08:00

Love killed night and day; Captured the stars And threw it away No glimpse of light Just a moment of pain, It stole my heart And turned it to grey You forgot the moments We cried and laughed, We were crazy at times But I wish it all back With no hint of hope Still in the dark, Love never returned And gave back my heart

2006-02-14T19:34:00.000+08:00

To the world...it is Valentine's Day. But for an unfortunate few it is SAD ( Single Awareness Day ) hahaha

Oh well... I guess I'm dateless this year. How sad =( huhuhu. To my dismay all that I'll be doing this night is watch t.v. and drown my single self with coke. ( haha ang drama, but I really am sad u know... )

Haayyy....maybe next year would be different. Just maybe.

2006-02-09T17:26:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, for no apparent reason, things go absolutely wrong. It's just the way things are. We can't control everything that happens...Kahit na ayaw natin, ganun lang talaga. Most of the time we push ourselves so damn hard to fight what is coming our way. Unfortunately, we cannot control our fate. Syempre, we feel bad but I think the best thing to do is to accept it. ( even though it's f***ing hard Imagine all the hard work...slowly going down the drain ) Basta accept the things that come your way because everything happens for a reason...and that's a fact. Don't you agree?

2006-02-05T17:40:00.000+08:00

"Oh...
If you knew
This dance is for you
If you knew
I sing this song for you
If you knew
That your every smile
Sends a shiver down to my spine
If you knew
We can be more than friends
Hidden feelings trapped in suspense
If you knew
If you knew
If you knew
I am in love with you "

get the point

2006-02-01T20:23:00.000+08:00

"I won't hesitate no more No more, it cannot wait I'm sure there's no need to complicate Our time is short this is our fate I'm sure" - Jason Mraz I'm Yours

I have been acting insanely responsible these past few days. ( and I mean that in the most humble way haha ) The smell of regret from 2005 woke me up from a deep sleep. I actually did my homework and studied in advance. * you're cue to applause * Hahaha! To me, big deal un kc di naman ako nagaaral...but then again, the art of cramming could still come in handy. *grins*

Waaa sige imma go na. Unfortunately, I have to read aboout El Filibusterismo... ( gawd to my dismay) I am not good in reading Filipino texts... Kasi naman, bakit ang lalalim! Hahaha...Enuf enuf...

2006-01-31T09:58:00.000+08:00

"...and so the sand swallowed our feet, barrying us alive under the ground; forced to see the last shadow of the sun..." -anonymous Damn. I've been so busy ( ... and sometimes just indolent ) to update this piece of crap. Unfortunately, I still am. Haha. I just wanted to drop by and see if this blog is still alive... And to my joy it still is. bangag nanaman

2006-01-03T17:16:00.000+08:00

Goodbye 2005
Hello 2006
Welcome back school

time to panic... waaaa!

2005-12-31T18:38:00.000+08:00

have a smashing new year!

2005-12-23T15:58:00.000+08:00

All I want for Christmas is you...

2005-12-21T15:06:00.000+08:00

Hindi sigurado. What I did could be something wonderful or horrible; and I have yet to discover that. I'm sure you're clueless of what I'm talking about so let me put it into a quick analogy...

Paint a picture wherein a little girl gets a balloon and has no choice but to pick among the following:
a.) let the balloon go and fly away
b.) keep the balloon ( until it runs out of air )
c.) keep the balloon for a while and let it go

This little girl picks the last one- to keep the balloon for a while and let it go.

Some things are great and it's nice to have a bit of it before we let it go for something greater.

Basta un... baka di niyo parin gets. Unfortunately, ( as much as I want to ) I can't blog about it. Hahaha ang drama :p

2005-12-18T14:25:00.000+08:00

Once upon a time...yesterday.

We started off with a not-so-pleasant morning followed by an intrestingly wrong mood and ended with an amazing and awesome afternoon. It's such a miracle how one passion and dream can stronlgy unite very different individuals. Hehe. The forces that keeps tearing us apart seems to be pulled together by a string of talent-to dance. Saya ng kahapon kasi we're actually doing what we said we would do....and making it happen. Not tomorrow, but now. Yikeee...kilig! Hahaha labo :p

Anyway, when I got home, pumunta na ako sa X-mas party dito as village namin. The party was lame... Twas full of old people entertained by little kids dancing around. Unfortunately, that cancels out my age group, leaving us with nothing to do but act as excited the whole night. Pero, dahil biglang dumating sina Patrick, alam namin may magagawa na kami. He's usually the one who either gets us hyped up or in trouble. He told us that we could do two things: maglasingan or magsimbang gabi. Hahahaha. Syempre ano ba sa tingin mo pinili namin?? *drumroll please*

Simbang Gabi! Hahaha! We're such an angelic bunch. *ahem* *ahem*

2005-12-15T19:46:00.000+08:00

current music: Last Train Home -Lost Prophets current mood: sleepy/hungry/wasted/blank Last night was the squad's Christmas/Costume Party. Haha. We weren't complete though. Nevertheless,it was still awesome. A night we all will remember-specially the part wherein we were joyriding and screaming our lungs out to all the people we passed by. Hahaha ( if I may say, we looked a little loopy ) Today, I spent the whole afternoon laying down on my bed, eating and watching t.v. ( this just shows how much of a bum I am haha ) Pero, I owe it to myself kc I've been so busy and stressed the last 2 weeks. I was supposed to go to Jeh's house for some movie marathon action, but I couldn't since our village's Christmas party is also today. Actually, nagstastart na ngayon kaso puro matatanda palang un mga dumating. Some random thoughts before I go: 1. I'm officially bankrupt. 2. Vacation na pala... 3. What day is it? 4. I forgot to greet Megan happy birthday! Waaaaaa Nuf sed. I gotta go down to the party.

2005-12-12T19:14:00.000+08:00

This world is a circle of mistakes. A never ending cycle of unfortunate events. At the end of the 2nd Quarter, I promised that I would do better this quarter to achieve something higher. Pero, nasobrahan yata ako sa pag-gimmik and pagsayaw. Hehe Waaa Hindi ko natapos un Chem exam kanina. Shit. I knew I could've done much much better on that exam. Damn, I blew my chance. ( even though I know more than half failed to finish the test... I can never escape the soft voices in my head, whispering "if only you did this and that" ) Sayang kase eh... I thought I learned from my mistakes...but being the indolent student that I am, I realize now that it's gonna take some time- and some help. Hehehe

2005-12-04T11:12:00.000+08:00

Tapos na ang fair. Ain't it funny how time can slow down or run fast? This year's fair went by just like that! Nevertheless, I had fun...it was the usual kind of fair- a mega soiree. Hehe. Some boys here, some girls there...bands playing here, others flirting there. Yep, the same old same! Haha! There are girls hunting for their potential prom dates...and although I already have my date *insert wink here* there's still time to make a few changes. Hehehe.

2005-11-23T20:57:00.000+08:00

We failed to defend our title in the 2005 JVC Cheering competition early this afternoon. We lost to Poveda by .02 points. ( that's point zero two ) Oh well...ganun talaga. Sometimes life does something amazingly right or horribly wrong. Unexplainable and disturbing nevertheless, they all happen for a reason. As for now, we pray and thank God for helping us get through this day. More about JVC tomorrow. As for now, Imma try to get some sleep and absorb all my emotions. Gooo MC!

2005-11-22T13:01:00.000+08:00

( Rash thoughts during computer class ) Waaa bangag nanaman me. Hehe. Right now, we're doing this worksheet about our career choices. Shit, I don't even know what I wanna be. They asked us to write our top 3 career choices...thinking of one possible career choice is hard enuf for me...waht more kung 3!?! Oh well...

2005-11-10T21:09:00.000+08:00

Exhausted with a sense of relief. After doing the whole routine, I can say that the team's halfway... pagod lang talaga pero kayang kaya. Hehe. But half ain't good enuf. Hindi pwedeng ok na...dapat todo talaga. When you want to go somewhere, you don't travel and suddenly stop in the middle of the road. If you get lost, you do everything in your power to reach that destination...whatever it takes. If you have to walk... then so be it. The competition is this Monday. We still have three blazing days to travel. Hehehe. ( I say we better start running ) Anyway, nabaliw ako kanina. Hahaha. I was going crazy like hell. A mix of hilarity and....weirdness. I was ( for 30 mins ) laughing for no reason at all. That's strange.

2005-11-04T09:04:00.000+08:00

Haha. Umadventure kami ni Chips yesterday.( grabeh kung saan saan ako napunta ) Although I had other plans, twas okay cause I had fun. I met tons of new people and they were awesome. Hehehe. Anyway, today? I am yet to find a new adventure. And I'm hoping to enjoy it...

2005-11-03T08:43:00.000+08:00

I am a victim of another boring day and this is the outcome. Napagawa tuloy ako ng blog and layout! Haha. It ain't much. Colorless, simple, plain...( and unlike my previous blogs ) ...less vanity. Hehehe.

I couldn't sleep again. Around 12 nanaman ako nakatulog and got up at 2 in the morning. There I was, in my bed, texting people ( who couldn't sleep too ), listening to my i-pod and staring at the blackness of the entire room. The truth is, the cure for insomnia is different for each one of us. For others, something as simple as watching a boring movie would put them to sleep. Unfortunately, hindi ko pa nahahanap kung ano un cure ko...Meanwhile, I'm stuck with this habitual sleeplessness, causing dark black circles under my eyes. In short...eyebags. Haha.

2005-11-01T08:54:00.000+08:00

something rash